Retaliation And Blacklisting Concerns

several I cannot even get a consultation for whatever reason no matter what type of attorney I've tried to contact but being I'm disabled I automatically don't qualify for malpractice which is absurd to me anyways that doesn't seem just

maybe I'm scared I need help yes desperately it's been almost 2 years that I've been going through this the last incident was September * I don't know I just know I've been alone through it all I have no one and I can find no one and I have nowhere to turn at this point I have nothing left to even try and I'm not OK

no I cannot give you a ZIP Code I cannot have a lawyer from within my state when every other area of the state is against me to a federal and state level I cannot risk an attorney in the state that's a lot of my issue I can trust no one here because all of the places that are retaliating against me and a therapist on top of that adult protective services for God sake I can get help with nowhere disability rights for God sake is prohibiting me from getting help from their office ever again and I've never even gotten help from them I waited weeks for an appointment to not even get to tell her what I needed before I was prohibited from coming back

yes I've struggled no one will even give me an opportunity to have a consultation and it's because nobody wants to touch this level of corruption state and federal level corruption nobody's gonna help me and I don't have money for an attorney anyways I'm in trouble because this last doctor took my prescriptions as a form of punishment which should've killed me by now I'm on borrowed time as we speak I don't know what's gonna happen to me I'm scared

I can't do someone local listen I can trust no one I'm scared how can I trust anyone everywhere that should be helping me is against me my therapist my therapist leaked all of my trauma from my entire life horrific details to the entire medical community without my permission a doctor I didn't even tell has it in detail on the front page of my chart and first visit summary it's horrifying

i'm scared what if they won't help me I can't take any more rejection I'm hanging on by a thread

how does this work what happens if I tell you my number what tell me what what what happens please first

where will they get the information and I told you I cannot go inside my state and if you mess that up and send it to someone in my state and they find out all the details that could put me I didn't even more of a risk of danger do you understand that

yeah I've listened this has gone on for almost 2 years I've tried to find an attorney outside of the state I've contacted all of them and I can and then some I can't even get a consultation I'm exhausted I'm sick I'm by myself through all of this I don't know how much more I can take I'm not OK and I'm very scared I cannot find anyone will help me

you make no sense you contradict yourself no I can't trust you you're all over the place I wish I could because I really need help and I don't even have anywhere to try to get help at this point the amount of stress I'm under has progressed the lupus severely and just so you know I've had the lupus the whole time that I went to that doctor for over a decade the one that they didn't find did anything wrong they found no wrongdoing on behalf of my doctor that didn't diagnose me or find out that I had lupus for over a decade when I had it the whole goddamn time

I cannot do a local lawyer for the last time which in your last message you acknowledge that and then you tell me it's important that I find an attorney outside of my state and then you ask me if you can help me find an attorney for me within my state I'll leave now you don't have to worry about talking to me anymore you don't even know what you're saying at this point it don't even make sense

no because you say you can only connect me with lawyers in my state and I cannot go in my state but you keep telling me that's what you're doing