Complex Divorce Case Guidance

It's a family court/divorce case that is now going on *-*/2 years. It involves a) a (one) false accusation of me perpetrating Domestic Violence on my then husband/spouse of 23 years. However, here are the facts that I have never been allowed, or provided, a hearing or means by which I could b) present my version of July *, * at or around *:* p.m., or c) cross-examine and/or refute the allegation leveled on me by my spouse, d) cross-examine and/or refute what as the only written account which was written and submitted, under oath by the office who arrived at me and my husband's home.

Additionally, my husband had no marks on his neck or throat (he stated I had "wrapped my hands around his through making it difficult to breath)... there are none.

However

Oh... let me get to the attorney issues...

I have tried. I, to date, have spent well over $*,* in legal retainer fees for attorney who either a) represented me for less than a month, filed for a substitution of attorney which the judge signed and authorized all without my knowledge or my input. This attorney did not substitute anyone, he simply quit... 14 days before the first hearing was to be held. I also lost $*,* in retainer fees.

And so, the first hearing, which by the way, was scheduled 90 days after the alleged incident... Now this was the COVID Pandemic Health Order to "Remain at Home/Shelter In Place". The evening of July *, * at around *:* p.m., I had a sudden accute attack of respiratory and organ failure, coupled with double pnemonia, encephalitis, and sepsis. I had not harmed my spouse, nor had any intentions or reasons to do so... We had no escalating tensions happening, and in fact I was in the home office working alone most of the day, and my husband, as always, was in the TV room drinking wine since *:* am and watching Leave it to Beaver re-runs, which is what he'd done for most of the 23 years we were together. and where my husband has filed for the EPO while I was unconcious... was continued for another two months.

There was no overturned furniture, no broken anyting, no reports of shouting.

Also, I've been married three times (I'm * and my first marriage was when I was *) I've also had four long-term, live-in domestic relationships as well as an untold number of romantic "dates..."

In all of this time I've never been accused of any violence towards my spouse/others... and lord knows where were ample situations where such behavior could have occurred but it didn't...

Wait... don't you want to hear about the other lawyers? The last one I hired to file a set aside after judgement. She got the papers November *, * and diappeared along with my $*,* retainer. The BAR assocation's "investigation" just ended, though I still don't have a formal letter. But I was told by the local BAR director shat Ms. Owens had made a career doing to others what she'd done to me... Needless to say the time to submit for the set aside passed. Meanwhile I was broke and ended up living in a broken down 30 year old RV under a freeway...Now I've come to find out that my ex and his attorney got the judge to authorize an Ex Parte hearings and an Elisar to sign over my property to my spouse, took all of my rights to our house and gave him the rights where he was supposed to sell it.

That was over 2 years ago and that house is yet to be put ont he market. The judge also said my personal belongings, which my spouse refused to let me near the house to obtain (we're talking my clothing, my financial and personal account files, my family airlooms and family objects and pictures I've had since I was born, my degree, my artwork and furnishings I designed and had created (I was a professional interior architect/designer for 25 years with national and international credits, and national and state licenses) Even my cat. My spouse, literally abandoned me in the street after I'd been rushed to the hospital on */*/*, received * minutes of ressutation and placed in ICU under guarded condition...The suddenly, * nights later, while I'm still unconcious, Officer Schneider, who'd shown up at our home on */*/*, suddenly is caught in my ICU room attempting to force my hand to sign the EPO while I'm unconcious and intubated.

I'll leave it there... I'm now permanantly disabled.. and living on $* welfare a month.

yes, but every lawyer I call now seems to either not be taking anymore cases, or wants $*,* and sends me a contract that doesn't even contain the items I'd discussed... total boilerplate, not even proofread...

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Yes. The judge also allowed that all of my */* half of the sale proceeds would be turned over to the opposing attoney for her to deduct costs of selling the property (like a $*,* plumbing bill? WHAT I was in the industry!!! There wasn't $*,* worth of plumbing in the whole entire house!...And where are the particulors? Where's the three competitive quotes? You're telling me I get no say, but have to pay whatever? And that seathing slimball is now my conserviator against my will and for no apparent reason and no apparent president or justification to put her in that position? WTF!!! Anyway, she out, and out, lied and misrepresented my being "served" restraining order renewals when I was not... and the last, which the judge attested to saying that I was "Properly Served"... well except it was properly served in Philadelphia and I'd left and returned to California 4 month earlier and can proved nearly every minute of my existance here...

I've filed * complaints iwth the BAR... they do nothing! I've just sent a urgent request for assistance, investigation and intervention to Senator Scott Weiner, CA Judiciary Committee and my representative, and Governors Newsome of CA. And I'm going to put togehter a letter to the CJP reporting both the first Judge Haines,and this last liar, Athanasiou who has stripped me of decades of assets when I was disabled and destitute because of my husband's actions... And so I have NO assets to draw upon to pay for legal representation.

I've also just filed for a fee waiver (awarded), and A DV-*/DV-* which was denied and finally I have a hearing set for December *, *... I've never had a hearing... they kept continueing them and forgot about them... meanwhile, my ex put criminal charges on me which were completely dismissed on August *, *, just 12 days before the divorce and property trial, which I was odered into urgent surgery for cancer that day... and the Judge refused to accept that... saying I habitually skipped hearings when I attened every hearing I was informed about, but just found out there were six other hearings I was never told about or served or anything...

Yes, because in 5 years I've not had ONE even speak to me!!!

The CA self help just refused to assist me and hung up. Bay Area Legal Aid doesn't answer their phones. I even reported them to the BBB and they never responded to the BBB's letters! It's a drug front... Legal Aid of Los Angeles is * miles south and won't have any help to offer.

I've contacted everyone

I've explored legal clinics. I now live in an SRO directly next to the San Francisco Justice and Diversity Unviersity of Law formerly Hastings University, who, btw, was my client!!!

Sure... I've spoke to every department head but what the hell. And I don't need "assistance" I need representation! Everything that's been done, positively, so far on my side, on my case, has been done by me! I'm figuring out filings and motions, and torts... and for $*,* in lost and stolen attorney's fees and *-*/2 years, I could have had a Juris Doctorate in Law by now had I returned to Berkeley where I received my undergraduate degree in Interior Architecture/Design, and after taught there for 6 years as an adjunct professor.

Sure... but I've spoken to the J&D center about * times so far and am planning on going again tomorrow morning. And the BAR just doens't seem to want to actually do any work for what they're paid for...I strongly believe I've been blacklisted and am going to speak with a private investigator tomorrow, possibly hire them, and find out... I'll also hire them to do some checking about my suspicions of the relationship between the Judges, my * previous attorneys, and the opposing counsel. I find it unbelievable that all of this is coincidental... and that I am just bad at choosing honest lawyers... if this is the case, then god help us all.

Yes. *) What is the best, most expeditious method to organize evidence. I have nearly *,* pages of documents, emails, photographs, hand notes, etc. And they don't flow from one into another smoothly. Some begin in a chronological order, but then split, where some documents, reference back, some documents refer to other issues, and then there's the DVRO, the Divorce, The Criminal Charges, and the * lawyers who did not fulfill their contractual obligations and if fact, created even worse situations, and now there's two Gonzo Judges... There's city officials and hospital adminstrators ignoring suboenas and my former attorneys quit and never followed up therefore never obtaining any evidence that would exonorate me...

Yes, that would be very handy.

Second request. How do I best file against as many of these misfits as possible in Federal Court. The Feds have a very low opinion or denying Due Process, and violating constitutional protections becaue of sloppy, lazy work or worse... using running a Superior court like a third-world, Banana Court... perpetrating vioilation after violation under the color of law and perpetrating fraud upon the court by the very court officials who are supposed to prevent this

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yes.. yes, please. Remember, I have significant disabilities, some cognitive, some emotional form PTSD... from trauma and then being abandoned for weeks, ill, alone in the streets, not being able to comprehend if I was actually still living or had dies and was in a strange purgatory...

I've contacted the American Civil Liberties union, twice... and the ACLU... TWICE... and even the NAACP once (and I'm Caucasian... It's all the same... kick the can down the line.. refer to an agency that will refer to another agency that will refer to another agency.... No one does anything anymore, they're all human Google pretender people...

oh, I will, thank you very much.

Can I save this somehow?